I want your attention.
I do not want you.
I want your admiration.
I will never trust you.
I will deal only absolutes.
I will absolutely take.
I will never give more than the minimum.
I will never believe you when you call me beautiful.
I will keep you on the backburner until you ignore me.
I will put you on a pedestal when you don't love me.
I am a product of my generation.
I want everything I cannot have.
I hate myself more than anyone I know.
I will keep destroying myself.
I will always be drunk when you call.
I will always be high when I need to be sober.
I will fuck some loser instead of you.
I will never let you touch me.
I will always enjoy torturing those foolish enough to love me.
And I will always, always, always be alone.
